And.Jessica.Dabbles

We all licked our lips

Ready for the kiss

Surrounded by the numbness

Empty and thoughtless

But then I looked around

And suddenly felt the ground

It rushed up form underneath

And nearly knocked me off my feet

Then as things slowed

Somehow the truth was shown

And as I walked away

Wishing it were a different day

Something changed in me

I saw a new way to be

And from the place I used to lie

I would rise up and fly

I felt beauty born

And I was no longer torn

I knew I would be fine

I knew that my heart was mine.

I put on those soft tunes

I sit in an empty room.

The walls are so bare

But I can’t let myself care.

I push off the ground

And start spinning round.

The bare walls turn fast

And I start to see my past.

I close my eyes tight

Until I see a bright light.

I open them wide and see

That a new world is around me

The walls crumble down

As I spin around

And all my past and all my wants

Fade to ghosts who no longer haunt.

Everything blends

As the ceiling bends

Light shines in all hues

Lights that I never knew

And all of my fears and all of my worries

Fade away and im here, I’m in no hurry

But as the spinning slows

And I forget what I’ve known

The only sound to be heard

Sounds like the spring’s first bird

It’s my own voice

No longer making a choice

I ask for things I don’t know

I ask for more lights to glow

I don't know what I want

But im willing to hunt

I wanna break down

But then I look around

And see these walls.

They stand so small.

Everything’s back

But now I know what I lack

So I try to spin

But can’t move again

And so I sit here.

And so I just sit here.

The music has stopped

So I start from the top

But this time I sing

The songs my heart brings

And they don’t stop.